It Is Well...Even Here!

It Is Well…Even Here!

April 29th would have been Bonnie’s and my 37th anniversary. She is deeply missed,

and even writing this brings tears to my eyes. Rather than simply remembering the life

we shared, I find myself wishing I could be walking with her along Lake

Michigan, holding her hand and talking about our wonderful grandsons.

But that is not the life I’m living now. So much for growing old together.

I also recognize that my current situation, being treated poorly by the church leadership

where I served faithfully and with integrity, adds another layer of sadness.

And yet, even in all of this, I hold onto gratitude. While I’m no longer walking hand in

hand with my bride, I remain deeply thankful for the years we had, and for the family

and friendships God has given me.

Much of my time now is spent healing from the wounds caused by those I trusted in

leadership. At the same time, the joy of being with my grandsons almost daily (they

especially love riding in Papa’s car!) Along with the presence of family and longtime

friends, continues to bring healing, restoration, and perspective on what matters most.

So while this week carries a wave of sadness because of Bonnie’s absence, I also see

the Lord gently at work in my healing. And in moments like this, I find myself returning

to the classic hymn I’ve known for years, “It Is Well With My Soul”. It still speaks truth, comfort, and hope to my heart.

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